181- Big sigh.

I think I've decided. I want to live somewhere else. Anyplace other than here... but preferably far, far away.

I've just been feeling so restless lately that it's almost killing me. It's constantly there, in my thoughts every day. I think I may end up going a little crazy, or scream my head off.

... Probably both, though. I just want to feel completely happy being where I am, for once. Hopefully a change will help me calm down and let me feel content.

I guess we'll just have to see what happens, though.